April 2010
1 post
its the greatest thing ever.
i love you
March 2010
6 posts
It was justified!
Justified is Bryant’s and I’s new favorite show.
Im actually heading over there in like 5 mins to watch it. Its gonna be so depressing when hes gonna be home on break and we cant watch it together. :(wah!
anywho. its so sad that the semester is almost over. im gonan cry when eric moves out. its like exactly two months!!
wah :( :( :(
welcome to the world.
lou had his baby. her name is isabella. im painting something that they can hang in her room with her name on it. i hope we get it done in time.
ive been painting and writing alot more now. Especially with this nice weather.
<3sun
9 days
9 days later and so much has changed.
9 days later and im the happiest person ever.
9 days later i see everything differently.
9 days later i dont know what’s coming next.
9 days later i can tell where we’re heading.
9 days later and im lovin’ every minute of it.
I definitely over-analyze everything.
What in the world is a ‘serious conversation’
i mean really.
that could be anything. could we just be a little more direct here please? Gah. I know im worrying over nothing. Last night i thought it was gonna be bad but he doesnt seem mad at me now. which is good. we will just have to see how the rest of the week goes.
Engaged?
It feels weird to see someone that was once such a big part of your life now be so consumed with someone else. I don’t if its jealously. I don’t feel jealous. I feel a huge hole in my stomach. i feel lost, confused.
But we move on.
Life.
I think im getting sick again, let’s hope not, i passed out in the middle of trying to write my 10page paper thats due tomorrow and just woke up in time to get ready for class this morning.
Break was alright. I just hung out at home which made my mother happy. It was nice having a week off from work.
I don’t know how im gonna finish this essay. Im going to the gym today..which is...
December 2009
3 posts
“(808): You know that it’s no longer pregaming if you don’t go anywhere, right?...”
“When we first go married, we made a pact. It was this: In our life together, it...”
– Albert Einstein
Signs
It’s like opening wounds that never fully healed. Always there, never fully forgotten. Time doesn’t erase everything. Especially when there’s so much that has to be forgotten.
You go through life like your mind is numb. But in all actuality, the pain is still there. Memories constantly floating through your head…of better times.
I sleep 15, 16 hours some days…just...
November 2009
3 posts
stresssss
Stress doesn’t even cover it.
It eats away at everything you’re trying to hold together.
I keep trying to hold on, but i can’t see through the mess.
Someone save me
Someone help me find the light.
Worries?
Lets not dwell too much on the past, for it distracts you from the present, but the future is not your friend either. It can change in the simplest of ways, in the most unsuspecting of times. Who wants to have someone like that in their lives. Always changing, never staying, never certain. Present, now there’s a good friend. Its always here, it can never leave you, even when you want it to....